retrospective

When I first posted I Refuse to be Terrified, I didn’t even know I’d make it into a video:

let alone that making these video’s would become an obsession of mine:

Some are better than others, some are more popular than other, and they’re done is a few different styles, but I’m just amazed I was able to make all of these in the timespan of four months. And while I’m re-pimping, here are some of my favorite written-type posts:

- Science, Wonder, and the Beauty of What’s Real
- the answer to 1984 is not 1776
- is it really spiritual if it doesn’t do anything?
- telescoping evolution
- any sufficiently advanced technology is indistinguishable from magic
- …complains that more guys don’t experiment (ie. want to have sex with me)
- they’d let us play with markers, but i keep trying to draw infinity

So, like I’m about to say in my next post (about shambhala), this is my new year. I just turned twenty-three and a whole lot of new possibilities seem to keep presenting themselves to me. But with each new possibility comes new fears and new obstacles.

“The Infinit Yes” started as a small sub-section on the ‘dope creatures’ band website which I used to share my ‘thoughts’, just before 2010, I reformatted it into a more standard blog, and 4 months ago I started my youtube channel. The Infinit Yes keeps changing, and I’m hoping my next major update to the site will reflect this change (check end of summer 2010), and I hope my videos will continue to evolve and branch out, and MOST OF ALL I’d like to thank everyone and anyone who’s watched, shared, commented on, or otherwise shown your support for what I do. I’ve spent a lot of time on this site and these videos, and you guys make it all worth it.

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09.30.2009

Going on from what I was saying yesterday about rediscovering a love of learning, I wanted to write about some of the things that inspired me to begin to think like that.

The internet. Number one greatest thing ever. Free knowledge (like all knowledge should be). I’ve spend a lot of time online looking up various subject and political movements. Obviously I’ve written a lot about the zeitgeist movement (which is more of an anti-political movement, but there’s no need to get too technical), but the world socialist movement (this isn’t exactly socialism like you commonly hear about), the direct democracy movement (opposed to the representative bs we have now), and technocratic movements have also caught my attention and imagination, just not to the extent TZM (not TMZ…) has. I love watching the video’s on ted.com, the site’s motto “ideas worth spreading” says it all. I don’t agree with or know everything on the site, but if I did there would be no point in going there. There are hundreds of free (both legally and illegally) documentaries all of the internet as well. I’d list them (like I’m about to do with some books), but there’s way too many. Even this list of books I made up was way longer then I expected.

So yeah, I’ve been reading a lot of books over the last six months, and I wanna… you know, make myself sound smart by listing them all (well, the non-fiction ones anyway):

-”Science and Human Behaviour” by BF Skinner. That one was hard to get through. It’s basically a psychology textbook. Little dry but interesting as hell.

-”The Mindbody Prescription” by Dr. John Sarno. Howard Stern turned me onto that one, and it’s a very interesting look at unconscious thoughts affecting the body, causing back pain and other types of chronic pain that seem to have no real source. Also theoretically applied to mental problems like anxiety and depression as well.

-”Life After Death: The Burden Of Proof” by Deepak Chopra. I read this one mostly because I wanted to see what he had for proof of an afterlife, something I’d love to see. Sadly, while it presented some interesting theories that may very well be true, they were all beyond the reach of any real provability. For now anyway. I have a lot of respect for Deepak, even if I think he’s probably a bit of a dreamer.

-”The Tyranny of Words” by Stuart Chase was the inspiration for all the bitching I do on how our language is too ambiguous for anyone to really effectively communicate with each other. If you ever want to completely dissect semantics and the differences between words like chair, which has a concrete referent, and communism, which can mean hundreds of things depending on who you ask, read this (somehow I get the feeling nobody’s jumping up to go buy this one).

-”Meditations” by Jiddu Krishnamurti. Guy was a brilliant philosopher. I don’t usually go for vague writings about consciousness and awareness and emptying of the mind and all that stuff, but this dude and deepak are two spiritual motherfuckers I can get behind.

-”The Demon Haunted World: Science as a Candle in The Dark” by Carl Sagan is probably one of the best books I’ve ever read. ‘A manifesto for clear thought’ is one of the quotes on the cover, and I couldn’t think of a better description. The book has a ton of interesting history and inspired probably 4 or 5 of my entries on here over the last few months.

-”The New World Order” by HG Wells. He wrote a lot of sci-fi, but this book, written in 1940 in England, mid-war, is a completely logical call for peace and world collectivism. It’s short, to the point, and completely illustrates how we needed this 70 years ago. He thought we were on the brink of destruction then… if he could’ve seen what today’s society is like.

-I just bought Richard Dawkins new book “The Greatest Show on Earth: The Evidence For Evolution”, and I’ve only made it through the intro and first chapter, which basically explained what I wrote about a while ago — that just because evolution is, strictly speaking, a “theory”, doesn’t mean that it isn’t 99% proof positive. All anyone would have to do is find one fossil from the wrong time period, one piece of evidence that contradicts evolution, and the theory would be blown. Instead all we have is more and more evidence to support it. (I like how I write as if there’s some nutjob who doesn’t believe in evolution might be reading this [[well, it's actually about 40% of the american population, but still probably nobody who'd be on this site]])

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07.28.2009

I consider myself a person open to all ideas. I know, I know. Bear with me for a minute here and I’ll explain, because there’s a difference between being open and being irrational… between an idea and a belief. I am open to the idea of God. I am open to the idea of voodoo. I am also just as open to the idea that there is an invisible flying spaghetti monster in the room with me right now. Really, there is exactly the same amount of real proof for all three of these ideas. If I was handed peer reviewed and repeatable evidence of my flying invisible spaghetti friend I would probably have to agree to it’s existence. Until then, I’m gonna go out on a limb and say gods, magic, and spaghetti monsters are probably not real. Don’t get me wrong. I’m not just trying (some would say failing) to be clever and make yet another hit against people’s religions, I’m being 100% serious.

New knowledge is constantly emerging, and for me to be bogged down in any belief or anti-belief would only end up being detrimental to myself and to those around me. I don’t know that I’m right about anything, and knowing that brings me a great feeling of freedom. To believe something means you should defend it, no matter what. All beliefs come with dogma that must be accepted in order to back up the belief. Ideas also have their dogma, but (at least in the way I’m using the words) ideas can be readily and eagerly changed, and beliefs can’t (just like Chris Rock says in the movie “Dogma”).

Anyways, I’m going to totally shift gears here and talk about language. I struggle every time I write one of these because I’m never sure if people are going to be reading the same thing I wrote. They’ll see the same words, but how can I effectively communicate when every sentence is open for interpretation? Every word even. People see hidden meanings and intentions behind everything, some of it real, and some of it imagined. Some things are more cut and dry then others, but really, our language (or any current language) is a pigfuck.

Imagine how beautiful it would be to have a language that isn’t open for interpretation. I’m speaking abstractly here, but I don’t think it’s impossible. How many times have you given up trying to say something because you can’t find the right words? Or gotten frustrated because no matter how you say something, it isn’t well understood. If everyone could communicate and share ideas in a completely objective and effective manner… I don’t know, I think we’d be happier with each other.

But then, there’s also a certain beauty and romanticism to the subtle nuances of spoken and written words (wasn’t that a beautiful sentence?). It just doesn’t always make for the effective communication of ideas.

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